If you have not figured it out by now, I am a writer. It's my passion and has been since I can remember. A teacher I had in the seventh grade actually inspired me to write and I've been doing it ever since.
My passion has grown from poems and songs to stories and books and I love everything that writing has to offer. Without my passion to write I could'nt express my feelings for things as deeply as I do. Some people may think writing is "bogus" and that i'll never get anywhere with it, but for those people I just have to accept that they have their own passion and that mine is not it. I may never get one of my books published, however that is not to say I wont try.
When I wrote my first book I was in high school, so naturally everything in it was high school related and very basic but as I began to re-read it I realized I wanted it completely different so I BEGAN re-writing it. After I had written my first book I felt accomplished and although it's not published it was there, I had done what I set out to do. New ideas began flowing through my mind of what to write about next and before I knew it I had 5 different books started with about a page and half done and nothing more to show for them. So now I have five book ideas with a few pages to start them and one book finished but being revised and then two more ideas hit me...
Both of these books are in the making one is yet to be titled and has a lot of work to be done to it and the other is called "Annie", my diamond in the rough. "Annie", is my inpirational story about a 17 year old girl Nollette, who by terrible circumstances is forced to live with family members she's never met on a ranch in Montana. Struggling to cope with living in a world she hates and even the sight of her own face in the mirror each morning Nollette does anything to ignore the reality that is before her, until she meets Annie. The complete innocence this little girl holds and love of life in general may change Nollette forever and may save a life.
The basic problem is that I lack MOTIVATION. I can't seem to find the time to sit down and do what I love and It's bugging me. I think that the fact that I may never get published has set me back but I need to take this post as a positive reinforcement and get back on it. I'll never know if I could get published if I don't try, so hear I go. I'm off to do what I love!